Plagiarising George Steiner

Dear Psychiatrist ,

To have one door closed will not only be cowardice but a betrayal towards an ability to glimpse beyond the existence I have created through my limited comprehension. Amidst the impressions of reality, I sometimes find hope .A hope to create.A hope to change what has been accepted.A hope to find myself one day in the viscosity of focus.A focus, a thought, an idea so pure that I might find a purpose.In this search I have crawled though the mistakes of my past , the myopic decisions of my present and through the fear of my future.My irrelevance in this universe intimidates my belief. But my understanding of this irrelevance fuels my intension.With the pieces I have borrowed from us. I will find my way towards an identity so unique that it will shatter every doubt we ever had in ourselves.I am human – A work in progress.Maybe I am delusioned and maybe your understanding of this existence precedes that of mine .So I ask you to teach me what you have learnt.To tell me that I am wrong.To tell me that I am a fool.So that one day I might open the doors towards our truth .